Repeat

Why the hell can't I find anything to talk about. My mind is constantly wandering (or is it wondering). I've ALWAYS got something to talk about. It is just when I sit down to blog, my mind goes friggin blank.

My co-worker listens to 107.5 the river all day, on a rather loud volume setting, and let me tell you - Top 40 sucks ASS. I can't really understand why a radio station that repeats songs over and over again throughout the day can actually maintain its business. I mean, I love the occasional (being the operative word) G-Unit or Kelly Clarkson, but when it is shoved down your throat on a daily basis you eventually begin to purge it up. I need some inspirational music so I can make it through the fucking day man. I've been here for almost 3 years and I NEED SOME HELP MAKING IT and 107.5 the river aint cutting it. Another fine example of how 107.5 the River SUCKS ASS is that I rarely flip over to the them while my morning show (LuLu and Brad about you ) is on a commercial break and I'll catch about 10 minutes worth. Then inevitably i'll come to work, 107.5 the river will be on and they will REPEAT their whole bit, over again. And you can so tell that it is scripted. That SUCKS. Originality and spontaneity is where it is at on talk radio shows. Oh Lord, Tim McGraws most recent song just came on, excuse me while I go VOMIT.

Man, I shouldn't have had that broccoli soup for lunch, it wasn't much fun coming back up.

I love you more than I can explain.

My New Man

His name is Jake. I met him a week ago tomorrow. When our eyes met I knew. He seemed sad, secluded and confused but he was attentive to me affection. I only spent a few minutes with him before i took him home with me. The ride home was very surreal. He seemed distant. I was concerned. Once we pulled into the driveway, I led him into the house and he immediately began to become more at ease. I thought he might be hungry so I offered him food, but he declined. I spent the next couple of hours tending to his every need. Then the moment came when he decided to become intimate. He crawled into my lap and began to purr. I instantly fell in love with him at that moment.

Last night he slept in the bed with me and Jack and I know now that he loves me just as much as I love him!

Sometimes

Sometimes on a bright, sunny day I can forget about my problems, forget about the worlds problems and just breathe easy and bask in the glory of the sunshine.

Fortunately I had never had to experience death. I mean sure, I've had aunts, uncles, and grandparents pass, but noone that was a part of my daily life, noone that passed through my mind on a daily basis.

On Saturday I lost someone who was very, very, very special to me. Someone who had been a part of my daily life and someone who had passed through my mind on a daily basis for thirteen years. My heart had never felt pain like that. I couldn't and still can't explain how my heart felt. I know time heals all things, and will this too, but I miss her dearly.

I plan to plant a garden in her name, sort of a memorial.

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