My bestest girlfriends

AT - I love you! You are such a great part of my life. You make me smile when smiling is not possible. Your caring soul and your kind heart make the world a better place. I'm so happy and appreciative to have you as my friend!

B-Rizzle - You are one of a kind my dear! I love you with every part of my soul. You have the best heart and you always make me laugh, even if you are not laughing with me. You always help me to look at things from different perspectives and I'm so happy that I've had the pleasure of being your friend for so many years.

Meems - Oh Meems, Oh Meems... We've been through a hell of a lot my dear. Who knew that we would meet that day on Ash Court and still be best of friends today. Thank you for all of the great memories. I love you so much it hurts!

Brittney - My sister, the one who knows me the very best. You own half of my heart. Without you I would have had to endure the tribulations of our childhood alone. Thanks for being a pillar and thank you for caring so much for me. I would beat the shit out of somebody for you and I know you would do the same. The way you protect me is unbelievable. I love you!

Brandi Leighann - You crazy girl, I know you will never read this but I love you so much. You are like the exact same person as I am (when it comes to emotions). I'm so glad that I can be completely psycho, call you and you will tell me that I am perfectly sane! I wouldn't trade that for the world. I love you so much!

Special K - I've known you for just a short time, but the place that you have in my heart will always remain there! You bring such a different dynamic to the "fun girl" crew. I love you!

Tay - To the person that always taught me how to be strong, independent and have self worth. I thank you for so many things. You are one of a kind. I love you.

My morning...then it was put into perspective

oh what a fan-fuckin-tastic morning I had. It was all great, I got my goodbye kiss and I was off to work. That is until my car got stuck. You see, I live in a County about 30 minutes North of Nashville. Although, I work in Nashville. We were hit hard on the Wednesday before Christmas with Ice and Snow. Its taken the shit a lot longer to melt where I live. Nashville shows no reminisce of winter weather.

O.k. so I'm leaving and ooops, i get stuck. The boyfriend comes outside to help my get out but unbeknownst to me, i've pulled to far back into slush and am not able to get out. The boyfriend leaves to go to work. I am soooo stupid headed that I think that I will be able to get out myself. No, i just get more stuck. By this time my car is turned completely sideways, lined up next to the fence in my backyard. I have NO idea how I got it like that.

My Best Friends dad comes to the rescue. It takes a good hour of pulling and pushing and stinky burning rubber, but gosh damnit, we got out! You would have thought I won a million dollars the way I threw my hands up!

Didn't get to work until 10:00.

When I got to work I checked the headline news, as I always do. The Tsunami was obviously the top story. I'm generally very curious about natural disasters. Give me a bag of popcorn and a documentary on Tornadoes and I'm set for the night but the devastation that this particular disaster has caused is unsurpassed (at least in my days). I watched CNN yesterday when I got home from work and there was a woman who was crying, so of course she was interviewed (although I'm sure they are not short on people crying). She said she lost everything. Her husband, and all four of her children. Including an 8 month old whom she was holding until the water swept him away. She was at a mass burial because she had found her son on the street and took him to this "hole" to be buried.

My God this woman is in so much pain. I wanted to change the channel. Do something to help but all I could do was sit there in disbelief. My heart has never felt pain like that. I hope that my heart never feels pain like that. My feelings get hurt for people when they get hung up on, or when they trip and fall. I don't think my heart could even hurt enough for this woman. There would be nothing I could say or do to make her heart not burst. I pray for this woman, that is all I can do!

Ho Ho HO

I had a wonderful holiday. Didn't get to sleep in much though.

I got lots of things I wished for.

All in all it was wonderful!

I've got a bandaid on me arm (aaarrrrr)

I'm a natural born picker. I pick at my nose, my scabs, anything that can be picked at, I pick at it. Gross, I know. Although, I can not help myself. I'm either bleeding or caught red-handed with my finger up my nose before I even realize what is going on. Temporary Insanity? I'll plead that.

"I don't know what you are talking about!"

Lets see, what is something else that I do....

I can do a really good chicken noise.

10 MORE things I love about YOU!

• The way you laugh.
• The way you make me laugh.
• The way you love my cat.
• The way you open doors for me.
• The way you look into my eyes.
• The way you drink your coffee really fast.
• The way you strategically place your hand under the pillow for the chance to meet up with my hand sometime in the middle of the night.
• The way you love my sister and her VCB.
• How when I'm not near you, you make me want to be so very badly.
• That you miss me.

Will it? Oh please oh please

Oh please let it snow. I want to go sledding. The boyfriend and I already have a sled ready to go. Oh please oh please let it snow!

morning

Tuesday morning.

Tuesday morning is much much better than Monday mornings.

This is how my morning begins. My boyfriend hits snooze for me at least 5 times, each time telling me exactly what time it is, each time I sit up just to double check what time it is. I wake up at the very last possible minute, shut the door to the bedroom and hop in the shower. Take a 5 minute shower and get dressed. Wake up boyfriend. Drink coffee. Start car. Drink more coffee and watch morning news for 10 minutes. Boyfriend gets up. Invite him to drink coffee with me, he declines. He needs to get in shower because he to has gotten up late. Get a kiss before he gets in the shower. Finish coffee. Get a goodbye kiss from soap covered boyfriend. Go out to car and start loading things up. Boyfriend bangs on front door to blow me a kiss. Leave the house at 6:45. Get to work at 7:35 (5 minutes late). Do it all again the next morning.

Fun stuff, wouldn't change a thing about it!

I'm feeling vulnerable today. That feeling is so yucky!

It's probably because i'm really tired today. don't know! but really wanna feel better.

10 things I love about YOU

• The way you look at me when you think i'm sleeping
• How gentle you are with me
• The fact that if I put on your house shoes, you will not even pause to put on my pink fluffy house shoes
• Your strength
• Your kind heart
• The way you make me feel
• How passionate you are about your music (didn't know that did you)
• The way you call me Baby
• The way you love your Momma and your brother
• The way you protect me (even though now it doesn't matter which side of the bed you sleep on because the bad man can come in either door)

This is just a small small list of things I love about YOU. There are so so so so many many many more.

I can not wait to see you tonight.

I'm fucking crazy

There are many many things in this life o' mine that makes me feel shitty, but mainly and in particular there is one thing and that is mother fucking PMS.

It makes me a crazy fucker. I cry at the drop of a hat. Make shit up in my head. Eat a lot of chocolate (yes i know its a cliche). Cry at the the drop of a hat. Make shit up in my head. Cry at the drop of a hat. Make those around me miserable (not on purpose xoxo).

I wish there was something you could do about it but the funny thing is that i've had PMS ever since I was about 10 ( I know grody) and even until this day (I'm 25) It will still hit me like a ton of bricks. I'll be right smack in the middle of a mental breakdown and be like "Oh my, the world is coming to an end" and then and only then I'll remember 'Hey I start my period in a few days' DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! That is what the fuck is wrong with me, too late! and it happens that way everytime. Damn Damn Damn damn damnnnnnn!

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You are the tree-loving faerie. The Earth Faerie.
Nature is your friend, all the little animals
are cute and cuddly, even those that bite. You
are a strong friend, people have a tendancy to
go to you when they are feeling sad. You have a
motherly instinct and always want to kiss away
the tears.


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Cleveland
You are blue collar and Rock n Roll. You Work hard and party harder.

GET IT MARIO

I'm super duper stoked that my all time favorite video game (seeing I don't play video games) has came out with a new version http://www.nintendo.com/gamemini?gameid=c42e35a0-e62d-4ffa-a28f-ff966b205184. MARIO FREAKIN PARTY 6!

Now for someone who never plays video games, let me fill you in on just how much I love this game. I mastered the art of pushing A really really fast which in turn caused a pretty severe callous on my pointer finger on my right hand. Although, I didn't mind b/c it just helped me push A faster because all the nerve endings were numb.

Hooray for Nintendo for fulfilling my fantasies. We (me and all my cornbread eating friends) have long wondered when the new version of the most kickass game would come out and unbeknownst to us came out right under our little noses.

Can't wait to play 50 rounds my Peeps!

P.S. Know your mushrooms and Keep it real.... Yaaa hooooo